Poetry and Song of VeeBdosa (aka Ronnie Wilson)
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Somebody asked about 3 years ago if Vee Bdosa (aka Ronnie) had died yet. LOL This is a January
29 2010 photograph taken at Fort Dix, New Jersey. I look pretty alive to me. LOL
The song playing in the background, if you hear one playing, is BESTEST FRIEND, written and performed by Ronnie (aka Vee Bdosa) with Ronnie's first singer, (and STILL favorite singer,) Faraje (Amal Faraj of Khartoum, Sudan,) singing her haunting backup vocal on. This song was on Broadjam's Top 10 Pop Charts for over a year, and on the top 10 of American Idol Underground for nearly 12 weeks.
Now you can read the original WALTZ OF THE VAMPYRES, where Monsieur L'Vampyre came into creation, and that led directly to the birth/creation of Vee B'Dosa. (Vee BDosa) by clicking this link...
This site still under construction, in the meantime, much of the poetry is below, just scroll down.
FEATURED POEM......NEW FOR 2009
BESTEST FRIEND
All I'll ever be is who I've been.
If I change a thing, it's only now and then.
There's still a little boy in me.
You can find him anytime you want to see.
He'll hold your hand, and he'll understand
the feeling you've been going through.
When you need a friend
He will be the bestest friend you ever knew.
All you'll ever know in knowing me.
Is someone who'll love you like love's meant to be.
I've seen the little girl in you,
I know she loves all the little things I do.
She could warm my heart, or tear it apart,
And she might do it with a grin.
But when I need a friend,
she will be the bestest friend there's ever been.
Picture your life
walking down a country lane
Never caring where you will go.
Picture yourself
Walking with your bestest friend,
Always knowing you're not alone.
All I'll ever give is all you see.
If I changed too much, you could never find me.
I'm still the little boy I've been,
Not long ago, he still comes out now and then.
He will hold your hand,
And he'll understand the feeling you can never show.
And when you need a friend,
He will be the bestest friend you'll ever know.
When you need a friend
He will be the bestest friend you'll ever know.
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SAVE ME
by Vee Bdosa
It was time again. Sarah could feel it
coming, just a surely as
she was pounding on the keyboard trying to make sense of her thoughts,
time for him to say it."
She braced herself stiffly,
fingers poised just over "asdf"
and "jkl;". Maybe if she could get the speaker turned off. She
reached up and turned the knob, expecting it to turn to its
lowest volume, but nothing happened. She gave it another quick turn
and the knob snapped and fell to the floor.
"Save me! Save me!" the artificial voice
screamed."
"Oh god I hate you." she mused.
"Save me! Save me!" was the only reply.
"Now I've lost my thoughts," she said.
"Why can't you save yourself
like my old computer did?"
Suddenly a window appeared in the middle of the blue
screen, with
words, as if responding to her thoughts, "Do you wish to install the
AUTOSAVE file from your software? Y/N
"George borrowed it for
the weekend," she sulked. "I guess I have to listen to you
every
five minutes."
"Save me! Save me!"
Wearily, Sarah pressed F10 and S, and she
could hear something
that sounded much like a sigh of relief as the hard drive went into
action.
She glanced up at the clock above the desk.
It would be daylight
soon, and she still hadn't finished the article she promised would be
in the mail that day. Her thoughts kept straying as her motionless
fingers almost touched the keys, sometimes for just a couple seconds,
sometimes nearly a whole minute as she waited for the next words to come.
"Save me! Save me!"
screamed the voice.
"And if I don't?" she
demanded.
"I'll cut your liver out!"
"What?!? What did you say?"
she shrieked. "Oh, no! A virus! I
don't need this now!" She shelled to DOS and put the virus disk in
the drive. She had seen a worm once, redheaded with a pulsating green
body eat its way across the lines of text from the top of the screen
to the bottom. At first it was cute, but then she realized while the
worm ate the text on the screen, it was also changing filesin memory
and on the hard drive. Before she realized what had happened, the worm
had infected nearly 50 floppy disks and 2 hard drives.
"No Virus Found!" reported the detector.
"Strange," she commented to herself and
exited back to the word
processor.
"Save me! Save me!"
She was drawing a blank, but couldn't stop now,
she knew if she got
up out of the chair she would never finish the article.
"Save me! Save me!"
"Oh god why me?" Sarah moaned. F10. S.
She tried to block out the sound of the disk
whirring as the curser
sat there blinking its' arrogance. She stretched her neck slowly to
one side, smiling slightly as the joints popped. She didn't know how
long she watched the curser blinking. Everything had stopped and her
eyes were becoming so heavy that she knew she would have to get up.
"Save me! Save me!"
"Nothing has changed,
butthead!" she screamed.
"Save me! Save me!"
She was about to press f10 when the curser exploded all
over the
screen and eyes stared back at her. Sarah shook her head in disbelief as
the eyes followed every movement she made.
Suddenly a mans face formed around the eyes, a face
with no visible
emotion, but the eyes, deep and relenting, seemed very real and filled
with something dark and foreboding.
They appeared so real that she reached up with
her hand and touched
the screen. The mans face grinned in what appeared to be a pleasant
response.
"It's not nice to loan out your software,"
his voice said.
Sarah startled back away from the screen in disbelief.
"What's going on here?" she demanded.
"I told you to save me bitch!" he shrieked. He
reached out of the
blue screen and grabbed her by the throat.
"Oh god what are you doing?" she
screamed.
"I'm going to cut your liver out! Didn't I
tell you save me?"
"I will," she pleaded. "Just turn
me loose."
He grabbed her by the hair and started pulling
her towards the screen.
"Save me! Save me!"
"How can I save you if you don't turn me
loose?" she pleaded. She
braced her body against the top corners of the monitor and tried to push
it away, but he got his other hand in her hair and began yanking again and
again. Her face was up against the screen and she could see something
red against the blue background, running down the screen like red goo.
"Save me! Save me!"
"You've pulled my hair out! Oh god you've pulled
my hair out! Look
at me bleed!" she moaned.
"I thought you needed a haircut," he
said. "Don't you like your
new haircut?"
"Damn you! Turn loose of my hair."
"Save me! Save me!"
They were eyeball to eyeball now, staring at each other
in a deathly
silence, each waiting for the other to make a move.
"Would you like for me to save you now?" she
whispered."If you turn
me loose, I'll save you."
She saw his eyes squint, as if in deep thought or
meditation. She
reached up with her hand and cleaned some of the blood away from
the screen.
"I would like to be saved," he
replied.
"Just turn me loose, then..."
He grabbed her by the throat and started
squeezing. She felt as
if a knot had been tied in her neck and desperately she began choking for
air. The muscles in his forearm expanded as he slammed her head down against
the keyboard again and again and again!
"Save me! Save me! Save me!"
He pushed her hard and she fell out of the chair and
onto the floor.
Everything was gone now, except for the curser, blinking relentlessly
between rivers of blood. But she knew he was still there, waiting. She
pulled herself slowly up to the chair and, holding her breath, pressed
the F10, and reached for the S...
"Save me ! Save me!"
She
jumped up and pushed the monitor as hard as she could. It
landed crashing on the floor as his pleas echoed
in her ears.
"Save me! Save me!"
Of
course, it wasn't in the monitor! It was on the hard drive!
She reached her hand out and pressed S. The red LCD flickered as the drive
came to life again.
"Oh, that feels so good..."
"Shut up," she said. She reached behind the computer and
pulled the plug out of the socket. Everything went blank as the hard drive
came to a whining halt.
"Save yourself, asshole!" she said, sitting down at the table and
picking
up a pencil. Then she looked over at the printer; a sheet of paper ejected
from the feed. Cautiously, she went across the room and picked up the paper.
"Save me! Save me!" it read.
CANDLE STARS MORE THAN LOVE THE ARTIST YOUR ALMOST SMILE SILVER LAKE THE BIRTH OF GOD 1 YOUR VERY LAST LOVE HERE AND NOW ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER STRING OF PEARLS LOOKING FOR LIGEIA PUPPET STRINGS I'LL BLOW YOU KISSES SMOKE RINGS DEEP LEAVES OF HOPE ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS
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TIME FOR RESPITE 757 THE SONG OF YOU NEXT TIME WORDS OF THE MUSE THE SEARCH PIANO GIRL APPARITION THROUGH THE WINDOW WILL YOU NOW MARRY ME? EYES IN LOVE WITH LOVING YOU LOVE AT A GREEN LIGHT DOYLESTOWN SQUIRREL LOVE SONG (Another favorite children's poem.) FALLING INTO GOD CASK THE BIRTH OF WE A FOREST WALK REMEMBER TO FORGET PARIS BLUES SINGER JE RÊVERAI DE VOUS OH MY GOD! LIFE IN THE AFTERLOVE PROMISE RUNNING ENDLESS EYES CHUTES DE NEIGE IF I COULD BUT TRY FOR YOU
FOREST GIRL (My personal favorite.) THE FEELING LOVE DOES LEAVE BELTAINE FOREST GIRL 2 THE LAST FRIEND LOST IN LOVE BABY RABBITS ON THE LAWN RETURN TO HELL (Monsieur L'Vampyre) MONSIEUR L'VAMPYRE MEETS SANTA CLAUS VALLEY OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE THE SECRET LOVE 2 MISTY EYED INVITATION (Monsieur L'Vampyre) SEASONS
CANDLE YOUNG GIRL I LOVE YOU NOW FIRST KISS OFYOUR LIFE ROLLING INSPIRATION OF YOUR EYES THROUGH THE WINDOW HIT (A Baseball Favorite with children of all ages.) COLD NIGHT IN PARIS FLOWER FOR HER HAIR BUT I STILL LOVE YOU JOSHUA TREE GIG AUTUMN DREAM MY ILLUSION
DEEP THINKING HEADSTONE (Monsieur L'Vampyre) VIRGIN OF RUE ST. SEVERIN THE DEAD AROUND US MESSINA WHORE
HEAVEN'S TREASURES BETRAYAL EVERYTHING YOU FIND HE STILL DRESSES LILIES AFRICA DREAM CHAINS OF LOVE THE GOOD MORNING SONNET DEATH OF UNREQUITED LOVE FISH FRY (a children's tongue twister) RABBIT CHAS YESTERDAY'S LOVE ARMAGEDDON THE READING THE DREAMER NIGHTY-NIGHT I LIKE THE LOOKS OF YOU CHOICE ARE YOU THE LOVE? BLACK AND WHITE 2 STONE PUPPIES THE CLASS OF 2003 IT'S LOVE RETURN OF THE SWASTIKA LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT 2 THE ULCERATED COLON HORSEMEN ON THE JORDAN DEATH BEATS DYING ATTACK OF THE MUSE MONSIEUR L'VAMPYRE AND THE DARK LADY THE CHEATING HEART PUPPY LOVE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH PORCH SWING THE LOVE GLANCE THE COMING OF BLACK JESUS THE FALL OF JERUSALEM LUNAR MADNESS DOYLESTOWN NIGHT WIND THE ROSE KENNEDY SONNET HE KNOWS MORE THAN WE OUR MIDNIGHT PLACE LIVING DEATH MORNING GLORY Doylestown, USA THE STORM (Monsieur L'Vamopyre) RELEASE OF A BLACK PRISONER HOURGLASS WATCHING RAIN FROM A DOYLESTOWN STOOP MISTAKES (Monsieur L'Vampyre) IF DEATH IS ALL NOTHING IN THE DARK ? FOOLS IN LOVE INVITATION (Monsieur L'Vampyre) DREAM GIRL YOUNG LOVE IN AUSCHWIT BEAUTIFUL GIRL GIRL IN BOSTON
THE SUICIDE THE ASTRONAUT GALE les émotions BYTES OF THE VAMPIRE DEATH WISH HAIKU WEDNESDAY THE 11th. -FRIDAY THE 13th, 2002 ONCE BITTEN (Monsieur L'Vampyre) BUCKS COUNTY WINTER AT CABIN RUN CREEK MORE THAN LOVE SMOKE RINGS DEEP THE ARTIST CRY NEW WORLD ELIXIR
YOU CALL ME LOVE LOVE IS WHAT I'M ABOUT I LOVE YOU, JESICA (A Poem)
Click here for VeeBdosa's Edgar A. Poe tribute poetry SOON to be part of a new VeeBdosa book, SCARED OUT OF YOUR WITS!!!
THROUGH THE WINDOW PRETTY GIRL PENNSYLVANIA IN YOUR BLUE EYES 4 WINDS PRAY COMPLETE FOR A LOVE LOST
THE GREAT AMERICAN OUTHOUSE THE BURYING OF THE VIRGIN Se Promener A WALK TO THE MOON YOUR SMILE (Monsieur L'Vampyre) SHOWTIME MAGENTA JE VOUS ATTEND (I Wait For You)
HER EYES, HER EYES (He killed her but her eyes would not TEARS OF AN IRISH GIRL
NEXT TIME FOR YOUR LOVE PHOTOGRAPH 5
CURSE MY FLOWER LOVE YOU'VE COME TO ME CUMBERLAND EYED
YOUR MORNING CHEERIOS PENNSYLVANIA GIG SECRET LOVE PHOTOGRAPH LITTLE BLACK CAR MONSIEUR L'VAMPYRE MEETS SANTA CLAUS VALLEY OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE
WICKED WITCH OF AHCHOO WHEN I DIE
IRISH GIRL'S HOME STRING OF PEARLS
ROSING OF EDGAR ALLAN POE (A favorite of many Poe fans.) MORNING SEA GHOSTS OF CHRISTMAS LUNAR LOVE A LOVE SONNET MUSE HALLOWEEN WITCH SONNET 420 REVELATION DREAM CHASER FULL MOON LOVE WE BELONG TO NOW YOUR LOVE THE ART OF BEING BEAUTIFUL GOOD MORNING, I LOVE YOU HAND OF PENELOPE THE DEATH OF LOVE LOVING ALL YOU'VE BEEN VENGEANCE BABY'S SMILES EYES QUIET NIGHT Part II WRATH OF THOR TABLES LORD OF THE POCONOS GHOST YOUR COACH AWAITS GIRL ACROSS THE FENCE FOOLS IN LOVE CRICKET
IMPOSSIBLE PALM BEACH GULL RAMBLINGS III TIME
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Kilmalkedar VALENTINE'S DAY WISH
SUMMER STORM WHERE WENT OLYMPUS? TRUTH ABOUT YOU ANOTHER PIECE OF YOU APHRODITE DREAM SEARCHING EYES LETTER FROM THE BEACH
THE KISS OF YOUR LIFE THE BIRTH OF YOU FORGETTING YOU APPLE PIE FORBIDDEN DEATH OF A LOVER ALL I SEE BABY TALK PAWN
MIDNIGHT HIGHWAY GRAVITATIONAL WAVE
SPRING BREAK BEACH IN FROM THE RAIN ALL YOUR LIFE WHISPER YOUR NAME
VALENTINE LACE FOGGY NIGHT Monsieur L'Vampyre
LITTLE RED CAR 2 STONE-Mlle. Vampyre FALL OF ATHENS YOU DON'T LOOK DEEP ENOUGH
THE WARMING WIND THE SECRET PLACE HURRICANE
WITCH'S BREATH & BREW THE TRUE LOVE Je Suis La nuit Insomniaque
VALENTINE WIND LETTER FROM UNCLE SAM QUO VADIS? DEATH OF SOCRATES LIFE AND DEATH OF YOU GUILLOTINE
CELTIC EYES BALKAN WINTER CHANGING LOVE
THE BIRTH OF GOD I LOVE YOU, DEATH
THE LOOK WHY DO I LOVE YOU??? ANOTHER HI!
THE MEWS OF MADEMOISELLE L'VAMPYRE IRISH GIRLS EYES SHAMAN SEARCH
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LOVE FOR SALE VALENTINE CAR THE VALENTINE VALENTINE MOON VALENTINE WIND
MONSIEUR L'VAMPYRE PARISIENNE DREAM
MSSR L'VAMPYRE MEETS THE WEREWOLF
EVERYTHING (for Polla
to read at her wedding. :))
BUMMER'S CHRISTMAS PRESENT....(Another Short Story.) BUMMERS CHRISTMAS PRESENT
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Je Dois Partir (I Have To Leave)
Where did the name VeeBdosa come from, some have asked. Bill Gates and Microsoft gave it to me. Really. Anyone knowing the history of Microsoft, Bill Gates and their software in the early days of computing, will be able to figure it out. VeeBdosa. You see, I needed a good sounding vampire like name because I was writing about Monsieur L'Vampyre, and became known as the King of the Vampire poets on the California Internet in those days. Monsieur L'Vampyre was a German vampire bombed out of Dresden, Germany on Valentine's morning 1945...he settled at a chateau just outside of Poitiers, France, just south of Paris...the plot thickens...the story is in a short story titled WALTZ OF THE VAMPIRES. The resulting poetry about Monsieur L'Vampyre, much of it, can be found on this very page...
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