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Look deep into yourself my friend,
if then, you need to look to me, 
and deep enough to see the end,
beyond the end is where I'll be.

Into the love someday you'll see,
becoming all the things you'll know,
before your very eyes, I'll be
already where you want to go.

I'll be your long and blinding light,
of which all life is awed,
the thread that reaches through the night
in search of what is God.

And in a while, if love is right,
and hope is not just more pretend,
though you have sought what e'er you might,
'tis me you'll find, beyond your end.

And I will love your death away,
removing from your mind
what'er your death might seem to be,
with love impossible to find.
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 YOUR VERY LAST LOVE
The shadows have been cast your way
both dark and bleak and black and gray
to play upon your foolish mind
no one can reach or ever find
where you have been and where you'll stay

in search of truth that is not there
although you feel it everywhere
illusive as your last nights dream
where nothing's quite as it would seem
and so you only sit and stare

and try to make some sense of it
the love you've known still hurts a bit
though time has eased the flowing tears
the pain goes on for years and years
and you will not get over it.
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 THROUGH THE WINDOW
When we are touching through the window where I see you,
it's just emotion, but such emotion!
you look into tomorrow where you think you're going,
and maybe wonder about what I am not showing.

when I can feel you through the window and I know you,
it's just emotion, but such emotion!
sometimes you see me through the window, where I'm crying,
and if I said I didn't love you, I would be lying.

and when you reach me through the window, I know you know me,
it's just emotion, but such emotion!
and I would give my life to have the right show you,
and I would give my life if time was right to know you.

but windows keep you far away although I see you,
it's just emotion, but such emotion!
and so I say some prayers for you and your pursueing,
and through the window this is what I will be doing.
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